Megan!!! I miss you so much!!! i miss the days of carrying cloothes in my purse because i would most likely be spending the night!! we used to be best friends!! love ya girlie!!

Awwwwwwwww!!! :) I miss you too!!! I have a few guesses as to who this would be. Danielle? Susanna? :)

Ask me anything

Why the hell did you go to beauty school for like a year, and then throw it away to be a maid?

Who says I am throwing it away? Who says I am not still working towards getting my certification? You obviously know nothing about my life. :)

Ask me anything

The Comeback

Oh gosh! It's been since September, but honestly, it was a much needed break, I think. I just needed to live, needed to experience life, without writing about every aspect, without dwelling on every instance. Even my personal journal has been neglected(not as much as my blog, but that's beside the point). Where do I even begin? I graduated from cosmetology school Dec 30th, 2009. I still have yet to take my state board exam. It terrifies me!!! Hmm, I have the most amazing boyfriend I could ever ask for(as of Dec. 6th, 2009). His name's Blake. 20, lives in Eugene, OR, likes video games -almost- as much as me. Haha. What else? What else? I'm working for ChaCha.com as an Expeditor. It is only the most entertaining job ever!!!! Anyways, I am going up to Eugene on the train tonight(Or rather at 3 in the morning tomorrow). I am so very excited about my trip. I can't wait to see my man and the -said- beauty of Oregon! Okay, enough of my babbling. I'll save the rest for another day(and hopefully not another 4 months from now!!!)

Back On Track

Hey!!! So things are much better now. And I should be writing again because of it. I was having a hard time, and did not really feel like I could blog without getting too into things. But I am doing great now. I am genuinely happy again. Let's see, I guess there are a few things that I should update you on. I got my hair cut and dyed this past week and a half. It looks hot and sexy!!! I love it!!! :) I have also decided that I am going to go back to school in January. I will be moving back to Winton and living with my Grandma Friesen more than likely. She will not charge me rent so that will take a load off. Also, my mom said that she will continue to pay my cell phone bill and my car insurance if I am still in school, so that will also help a lot. I have an appointment to meet with a counselor at Merced College on the 21st to talk about everything and figure out what needs to be done to get to where I want to be. I really really really want to go to APU. I do not know how realistic that is though for me. It depends on the financial aid and everything that I can get. If not, I want to go to a UC. UCSD, UCLA, UC Riverside, UCSB, or maybe even UC Merced if I decide I want to stay close to home. They would be more financially an option for me because I would not have to pay tuition or any fees(Because my step mom qualifies as a disabled veteran). So, obviously, I am looking into the UCs also. My real wish is for APU though, because of the people and the environment. I miss being around a group of people that have the same morals and beliefs as me. It is kind of emotionally draining. And I don't want to put myself into another environment where I don't have a good support system. I realize that in the real word I am going to have to be around people that I don't like or agree with, but wouldn't it be a much more enjoyable and almost easier college experience if I am around people who have the same #1 priority as me, who have mostly the same beliefs and morals. I also remember staying at the APU campus when my youth group was on our way down to Mexico. It was just a really awesome place with a great atmosphere. Anyways, I am heading down to the farm this evening with Grandpa. We are going to stop and get dinner at Red Robin on our way so that will be yummy. The girls and I are going to have a web cam date with Drewbie either tonight or tomorrow or Tuesday....just sometime while I am still down there. Tomorrow afternoon I am going to lunch at my Grandma Diane's and Grandpa Ernie's house. They are going to grill something and my Grandma is promising some sort of potato dish. Should be fantastic!! She also wants to show me some videos of my Uncle Brian and my dad when they were little. that will be interesting! I also want to talk to Aunt Rhonda some about school and see what she thinks since she is really good at that stuff. She will probably have some good suggestions about what I will need to do. Hmm I broke 1000 hours at school last week, I was pretty excited about that. Less than 600 hours to go!!!! Woo, I should be done the beginning-middle of November. I am more than thrilled about that. It cannot come any sooner, haha. So so so so ready to be done! Alright, that's it for now. :)

So life...

....appears to hate me right now. All this stress with school, life, money, and my future. Then my whole situation with him that I don't understand at all right now. And now.....my mom might have cancer. I don't know what I am going to do. All I want to do is talk to him about it... :(

To keep things short.....

Life is lame sometimes. :(

Sorry For My Absence!!

Let's just ignore the fact that I have not posted in over a month. :) So life has been CRAZYYYY since last time. Josh and I broke up in the beginning of July. It was for the best, no need to elaborate at this time. Some time since then I have been talking to Trevor. I have a good feeling about it, so we will see where it goes. He is in the Coast Gaurd and is currently out on patrol and out of contact for a few weeks. I miss him!!! :( Anyways, I went up to Redding to see my mom this past weekend. She cooked for me, took me shopping, went to the movies (The Ugly Truth), and we just hung out. It was a lot of fun. I have missed her! I am back in Sac now, preparing for the week. 13 hour days at school are in order. Woohoo! My goal is to graduate by Halloween. And it is definitely doable...I think. Hehe, I think that's all for now. Peace!